freaky...

we went back sa hospital at around 7pm and my cousins were left sa house namin.. at around 8:30 my cousin texted his mom that someone was throwing stones at our house, but he did not see anyone when he looked outside. we panicked and tried to get home as soon as possible. when we got home one of our windows was broken because of the incident.. pieces of broken bottles are scattered on the road. the neighbors also heared what happened and tried to find out the people involved kaso wala eh...

hahaha!!! pagnakita ko kung sinu may gawa nun, patay kayo sa'kin!!!

attention: boys and girls

what this post is about: The upcoming Nescafe Soundskool Grand Finals

anu naman kung ganun??: tara po at suportahan ang PUBLICO (ang banda kung saan tumutugtog si mong)

bat naman??: kasi sila lang ang band from metro manila.. woohhoo!!!

kelan ito??: sa November 11 na po. gates will be opened at 5:00pm daw..

saan??: sa Ninoy Aquino Stadium sa may vito cruz ata... hahaha:)

tickets nagkakahalaga ng php50
kaya bili na!!!

meron din sila shirt:)
yikeee!!!! let us all go and boycott the class!!!:)

operation..

hahaha... just been to the hospital where my dad was confined and i stayed there until 3:30pm. i arrived at around 8am na supposedly ay 7am.. then i continued my sleep kasi i wasn't able to sleep well last night pero ayos lang:). i wake up everytime somebody opens the door and checks on my dad.

then the nurse came sabi niya,"sir, lalagyan na po kita ng dextrose."

I was the one with him when the nurse was putting his dextrose and wahaha afraid siya!!:) but ikee may blood na tumulo sa pillow case and sa floor. yuck..

he panicked when he found an air bubble sa kanyang dextrose.. sabi niya,"tin bilisan mo tawagin mo ung nurse!!!" so ako naman nagmadali nga.. good thing na wala naman pala un...

i was so hungry then i realized na hindi pala ako nagbreakfast at home tapos pagdating ko pa dun, natulog ako kagad. i ate lunch at around 12noon. haha! pagbaba ko, WOW mini fastfood ba ito!! i had bacon mushroom melt for lunch at mango na may sago for dessert. sarap!! ang saya ng wala akong ginawa for the whole morning, natulog lang at kumain..

my mom was there na so uwi na ako.he was so tense, when my tita and i left, kasi he is to have his operation sa *toot* hahaha:) brink of crying na daw... goodluck sayo itay...

horoscope

Aries(March 21-April19)

Tough choices will be made this month. Think hard before making a decision. This will greatly affect your life for the next three months. Be street smart when dealing with strangers. Never let anyone fool you, and save yourself from damaging troubles ahead.

hmmm... made me STOP
and THINK...
of what to do or not to do next...

i am seven... again..

my cousin just celebrated her 2nd birthday party for her 7th birthday.. hahaha gastos.. the first was sa house nila sa bf for the relatives ung kanina was done sa mcdo sa festi for friends and kids (like me!!) hahahaa!!! bata uli ako..

owel.. mama's really cool. i love you!!! your the best ever.. you and papa... love you din!!! yikee!!! i just feel na i could tell her anything and she would listen to everything na sasabihin ko.. she gives the best advice ever since the beginning!! whooaaa!!! got the guts to tell her that.. wish ko lang.. she'd be happy...

but am still, confused at times...

stress mania...

go! go! go! wala na akong maisip... huhuhu...

arrrggghhhh!!!!!

S----T----R----E----S----S----!----!----!----!

di ko alam kung anu sasabihin ko...
di ko alam kung anu gagawin ko...
di ko alam kung anu mangyayari...
di ko alam kung anu ung kalalabasan ng mga pangyayari...

kaya mo pa ba?

confused...

i'm covered with mixed emotions...

by now, i should have cleared my mind from all those flying ideas and emotions that try to take control over my body and drown me in my pool of sadness.

my attention was caught by someone who left me hanging sa ym.. (sinu kaya un?!)
ung isa dyan nang-aasar pa!!! bad ka talaga!!! drama pala ha!!!

goodluck sa'yo...

just had dinner and was back from school. walang qeuntang open forum ang nangyari kanina sa meeting ng dance troupe. we (kami ni ming) wanted to say all our problems regarding the attitudes of the other members, being late(as in todong late) pa-importante even on the day of the competition, but shyness!!! hahaha!!!

i was thinking of something earlier... i am bothered, kasi i don't know what to feel on certain events and occassions that had happened last week or so. i don't know what really bothers me... am i confused? or am i happy? am i depressed? i feel so helpless, that even if i tell all of my friends, they wouldn't be able to help me at all..

change really happens through time...

love is to hate.. affection could turn into lust.. trust to treachery.. happiness could give in to depression.. friendship may bloom into love..

such changes happen through time...
and only time will tell if that change would turn you into a better person or not..

yesterday and today...

as usual, my day started when my mom woke me up she asked me if i could accompany here to wilcon, sabi ko mamaya na lang tinatamad pa ako eh. so we left mga 1pm na and returned ngayon, 3pm..

yesterday, was not bad after all. dumating ako ng skul past 2 na, ayon, got my clearance and passed all my subjects (hahaha!!! ang saya). ayon pagbaba sa gazebo we waited for some of our friends to arrive kasi we're to watch a movie sa glorietta. ayon our quick gimik plan, before the school starts again, was okay naman. hahaha!!! we arrived at glorietta around 4pm and the movie was to start at 5pm, ayon so nagmadali na kami kumain and we didn't even finished our food so may bitbit pa kami sa loob ng sinehan. after the movie, timezone muna(hahah!!! kahiya ang dance revo!!!) then went to powerbooks for a while then tsaka na naguwian..hmmm... i was so tired when i got home but i had a great time:)

yeah baby!!!

yikee!!! i enjoyed editing the layout!! hahaha!!!:) (maraming salamat mong!!!) pero di ko lam kung may mangyayari pang bago dito..

today's the day that i am least looking forward to. kuhaan ng clearance.(oh no!!!) wish ko lang pumasa ako!!! kapag wala akong bagsak, then i can watch a movie!!! yikee!!!

i'm back

ube jam!!!! yikeee!!!! i was supposed to watch a movie with my cousins today but since they were not able to wait for me i'll be feasting on my ube jam na lang... hahah!!!

wait...

we ate lunch pala at tagaytay kasi ung aking tatay ay nagddrama na. he will be having an operation sa kanyang %^# at kinakabahan siya baka di niya kayanin kasi diabetic siya.owel, ako din kabado pero dapat kayanin niya!!! sa saturday iaadmit na siya sa hospital in preparation for his operation sa monday. goodluck!!!

ube jam...

tagaytay here i come!!

my sleep only lasted for 4-5 hours.(kasi naman may mga kaym na makulit, JOKE!!:)my mom, again, woke me up and told me that we're going to tagaytay for lunch. Yikee!!! ube jam!! dadating na ako!! lumapit ka na!!! hahaha!!!

the road to boredom

i was sleeping until 9 in the morning until my mom woke me up. bwisit na construction sa baba.. wala naman ako magawa since ako ung may alam kung ano ung gagawin...(nagmamarunonng!!! hahaha!!!!) owel;) di na uli ako makatulog that's why i'm here.

bored...
bored....
bored.....
bored......
whhhaaaa!!!!!!

oo nga pala.. the birthday song wala lang.. yesterday, vic sotto was singing that song sa s files for his new girlfriend pia guanio kasi malamang birthday ni pia!! (jologs ko!! un kasi pinapanood sa baba yesterday eh.);D hahaha... ang saya lang nung song so i decided to post it here. un lang..

birthday song

If I could say the things I feel, it wouldn't be the same
Some things are not spoken of, some things have no name
Though the words come hard to me, I'll say them just for you
For this is something rare for me this feeling is so new

You see I love the way you love me
I love the way you smile at me
I love the way we live this life we're in

Long ago I heard the song that lovers sing to me
And through the days with each new phrase I hummed that melody
And all along I loved the song but I never learned it through
But since the day you came along, I've saved it just for you

I don't believe in magic but I do believe in you
And when you say you believe in me
there's so much magic I can do

Now you see me now you don't watch me dive below
Deep down in your love lake where the sweet fish come and go
And I might sink and I might drown but death don't mean a thing
'Cause life continues right or wrong when I play this birthday song
I learned from you, and you can't even sing

today's much better...

as of know, only two of my friends know what happened last night, but i guess i would tell another friend later (:

f^ck!ng freak day

that ex-special someone just called and was trying to patch things up. as usual, i was not in the mood to talk about that issue. we could talk normally like friends but he keep on reminiscing about the past which is f^ck!ng way over for me. i was the one who broke up with him coz he's so F^ck!ng taking me for granted. now that he has recently realized that it was his fault, he wanted to take me back and wanted another chance to show me that he has changed. but nothing's left here. all the love was washed away by the pain and suffering he brought into my life. i just hope that he would someday, as soon as possible, realize that it's time to move on..

You Are a Peacemaker Soul

You strive to please others and compromise anyway you can. War or conflict bothers you, and you would do anything to keep the peace. You are a good mediator and a true negotiator. Sometimes you do too much, trying so hard to make people happy. While you keep the peace, you tend to be secretly judgmental. You lose respect for people who don't like to both give and take. On the flip side, you've got a graet sense of humor and wit. You're always dimplomatic and able to give good advice. Souls you are most compatible with: Warrior Soul, Hunter Soul and Visionary Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

OMG part III

boyblogger now knows that i've seen his blog. he tried to say sorry but then what's to say sorry about. there's nothing wrong with falling for a girl, but then again, the girl we're talking about is mwah. i felt bad kasi i had a part on what happened sa kanila ng girlfriend niya. gusto ko pa naman sana silang dalawa. i wanted to befriend her ex-gf kasi she seemed nice and very fun to be with, but now, anu pa?! di ko rin alam kung anung magiging reaction ko kapag nagkita kami. he was one my most loved and trusted friends but after all this would i still feel the same for him? would i feel awkward?

i feel bad...

OMG part II

i can't believe what i just saw.

when i opened my explorer and saw the list of the sites that i had visited for the past few days. surprisingly, i saw one that was new to me, i thought that it wouldn't be of my sisters kasi they don't often visit blogs. the blog's title was anonymous, i got curious what the blog was about so i started reading...

further lead into the story i felt a sudden gush of emotion run inside me. i don't know what brought about that feeling. maybe the story he was trying to imply struck me with fear and doubt.

the blog was about the boyblogger's confused feeling for someone. boyblogger had a girlfriend, girl#1 but felt something for girl#2 , who was one of his friends from school. boyblogger broke up with girl#1 and kinda continued what he felt for girl#2. but he has a friend whom he considers as his college bestfriend, boy#1 who also feels something for girl#2 ata. girl#2 and boy#1 are close friends din. boy#1, ewan ko kung he feels something for girl#2. now boyblogger is stuck.. between his feeling for girl#2 and his friendship with boy#1.

it felt weird coz the events that had happened in the story had happened to me... as i read a part of the blog that says, ..... (i'm not going to elaborate it further coz some people might get a hint on who's involved. close friends are dear to me and i don't want to lose them this way!;) pasensya!)

t*ngin* ako pala un!!! shit...
i didn't even realized until i read that part.
and omg i like %*^#!. and to think that i just confided my feelings for %*^#! kay %*^#*$@kanina.

T*ngin* talaga!!!!
ayoko na nito... shit talaga...

OMG!!!

i can't believe that i'm doing this... di talaga ako mahilig sa ganito but since i started viewing some of my friends' blogs, napaicip ako.... pwede rin ako magblog since:

1. ung computer ko ay nasa room (easy access)

2. sembreak naman at wala naman ako ginagawa, why not?

3. it's time that i learn something new ( besides friendster, photobucket, yahoo at google)

owel, let's see if this blog will ever improve...

good luck sa akin...

i was just feeling nice today kasi kakatapos lang ng outing namin ng mga friends ko sa uste. it was really fun kasi it was the first time na nag-overnight ako with my friends (na kami kami lang) and to think na sa laguna pa un.

ANG SAYA TALAGA!!!